Hi readers,

Sorry for not blogging up for so long. Well, i've been busy with many things, namely friendship probs and whatever. Also, 40 Days of Faith is coming up. For those who dont know what's 40 days of faith, 40 days of faith is a 6 week group meeting where groups of non believers and believers will meet every week to watch a video done either by senior pastor Lawrence Khong or his son Daniel Khong. It will be interesting for you, so for those who havent signed up, please bring your friends! :) YOU will be truly blessed and your life WILL change!

Well, these few weeks have been full of ups and downs for me. I was so so down that i didnt even feel like worshipping God. Well, its just dat some friendship probs arised in school and i was so affected by it for a few days. well, since last week although we ended our conflict at that certain place, i still felt guilty. i have no idea why. probably its bcos i feel ive hurt her deeply? Or is it bcos i did mistake again? I guess only God knows. But well, its over, so im still healing from it! :) Thank God for healing!! :) I guess this whole incident probably gave me a clearer picture of conditional love by man (eg. in order to be loved by man, or humans, we must change ourselves) and the meaning of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Well, this is the difference between the love of God and love between man (humans). God loves us UNCONDITIONALLY, for who you are, even when you're despised by man! haiz. anw, this is our last week in school, so hope this week will go on smoothly!! Yes, also thank God for Eileen and NYP FCBC cell! They never fail to make me laugh always sia. That's why i always look forward to Thursdays! :) Well, this wednesday we will be having 40 days of faith in NYP, so readers studying in NYP, you are invited! :)

Yesterday's word really spoke to me. One of the points just struck me when ps Khong said the 4th point: Words. Yes, words have power in 4th dimensional thinking. Words either construct, or destroy! I realise this is true in my life, cos at first at the start of every test, i would say, gosh, i sure will die lah. In the end i really failed. Pastor also said that study shows that when you tell yourself you're going to lose, your whole body also starts to prepare for losing or even lose. Even speaking in tongues have power. It taps you into the supernatural. So even before your test, must say: I will pass! I CAN!!!

"I can do ALL things through Him who gives me STRENGTH" Philippians 4:13

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chinese version:
"我靠着那加给我力量的，凡事都能做。"-腓立比书4:13

-Smile! God Loves you! :)-