Hi Blog, i havent been updating you for some time. Recently there are quite a few happenings around me which i prefer not to say out.
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Hi there, its been really long since i last updated you, my blog! Its been like dont know how many months of busyness then i get to update yeah! Well, Many months passed by, many things have also happened, but one thing for sure, i have grown stronger in the Lord! :) The past few days had ups and downs though. I failed my socio! But thank God i had the chance to at least take a supp paper before they officially ban me! :P well, i did study for the supp paper, turned out it was ok but i couldnt finish the paper!!! arh!!!!! Some more the supp paper results come out only on my birthday! so whether i will be happily celebrating my birthday or not actually depends on that sms i receive from school! On sunday i went out with the NYP FCBCians. I tell you, they are a bunch of really cool, fun and God loving people! Love them though, although im always very quiet! :)

Well, I got to go sleep now, its 2am and i havent slept yet... ZzZzZz...
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Hi readers,

Sorry for not blogging up for so long. Well, i've been busy with many things, namely friendship probs and whatever. Also, 40 Days of Faith is coming up. For those who dont know what's 40 days of faith, 40 days of faith is a 6 week group meeting where groups of non believers and believers will meet every week to watch a video done either by senior pastor Lawrence Khong or his son Daniel Khong. It will be interesting for you, so for those who havent signed up, please bring your friends! :) YOU will be truly blessed and your life WILL change!

Well, these few weeks have been full of ups and downs for me. I was so so down that i didnt even feel like worshipping God. Well, its just dat some friendship probs arised in school and i was so affected by it for a few days. well, since last week although we ended our conflict at that certain place, i still felt guilty. i have no idea why. probably its bcos i feel ive hurt her deeply? Or is it bcos i did mistake again? I guess only God knows. But well, its over, so im still healing from it! :) Thank God for healing!! :) I guess this whole incident probably gave me a clearer picture of conditional love by man (eg. in order to be loved by man, or humans, we must change ourselves) and the meaning of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Well, this is the difference between the love of God and love between man (humans). God loves us UNCONDITIONALLY, for who you are, even when you're despised by man! haiz. anw, this is our last week in school, so hope this week will go on smoothly!! Yes, also thank God for Eileen and NYP FCBC cell! They never fail to make me laugh always sia. That's why i always look forward to Thursdays! :) Well, this wednesday we will be having 40 days of faith in NYP, so readers studying in NYP, you are invited! :)

Yesterday's word really spoke to me. One of the points just struck me when ps Khong said the 4th point: Words. Yes, words have power in 4th dimensional thinking. Words either construct, or destroy! I realise this is true in my life, cos at first at the start of every test, i would say, gosh, i sure will die lah. In the end i really failed. Pastor also said that study shows that when you tell yourself you're going to lose, your whole body also starts to prepare for losing or even lose. Even speaking in tongues have power. It taps you into the supernatural. So even before your test, must say: I will pass! I CAN!!!

"I can do ALL things through Him who gives me STRENGTH" Philippians 4:13

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chinese version:
"我靠着那加给我力量的，凡事都能做。"-腓立比书4:13

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Hi peeps, im back once more. Its so long since i last blogged. Well, ive been very busy and my exams are coming soon! wee! shall have more time to blog after exams!! wee~ anw, i know God has been moulding and shaping me thru situations. :D He's shaping me to be more like Him. :) God also spoke to me thru this song "Still". Its a v powerful song. XD ok, shall blog more soon. XD hope my exams are ok. :)
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Yo blog, Im back after so long!!

well, i can say dat God has brought me thru so many things thru this period. Well, i realise, this period is more slack for me and ive been thru alot-esp with my friends. Recently, someone attempted suicide and also recently another guy passed away peacefully in his sleep. Well, many things happened.　and i know God was with me. Last week was my 1st time serving in graduation and it was wonderful! plus, i got to see my seniors graduate... will upload the photos later.. tell u more later. k??
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Hi, im back again, after another week of busyness in school and at home.. This week, lots of things have also happened-
Firstly, on monday, after school i went house visiting with Angela and Evangel to C.G.'s house (he's one of my ID ministry cell members) at serangoon. Well, ive never been there before, but with circle line, everything's easier. :) its like last time in order to travel to Serangoon MRT, I had to travel all the way to Dhoby Ghaut to go to Serangoon. That journey used to take 1hr. Now, with circle line, Serangoon MRT is only 2 stops (or rather, 1 stop) away from Bishan MRT (which is where i usually change train from North South line now), it is only about 10-20 mins journey. Cut down lots of my time eh? So, that day, silly me went to take the train at 6pm, thinking that the journey is about 1hr again. In the end, i ended up there super early. -_-" Well, i always have a problem of overestimating and underestimating time in travelling... Must learn how to adapt to the time!

When we reached entered C.G's house, the family was really welcoming-they even served us tea, talked to us, etc. During the meeting at first, there was silence between us-TOTAL SILENCE except for the tv. No one talked. It was really awkward, you see. NO ONE was talking. So i tried to break the ice by trying to talk about how is C.G., their family, korean show, etc. Well, finally after that, Evangel and Angela started to talk to the family members. Well, i could say that we now have a better rapport with the family and can now understand why C.G. behaves the way he does. Since the family wasnt christian, we shared with them, but the brother wasnt really open-he kept saying that he got no time, etc. Then, what's surprising is, C.G.'s 2 year old nephew happened to be watching a cartoon on a DVD that his preschool teacher gave him! You may think its an ordinary cartoon but when he was watching it in front of us, in the cartoon, this cartoon Jesus suddenly appeared and was even shown praying! wow! I guess God is working thru the DVD. The parents (C.G.'s brother and his wife) even allowed the child wo watch it! Hope the child will learn learn more about Jesus through this video and in the future he will know God! :)

On Wednesday, Huiming came for CCC! Yay! wads more shes from my church! woohoo! feel so close to my church... haha! and we had LOADS of fun! we had bowling at Yishun Safra and it was like-wow! first time i ever get 34 pins down in total! plus, my group got the highest scoring team and i was the only girl in my team! woohoo! sort of a breakthrough for me man! last time i would be shy with guys, but now, its different. :) yay. Well, that day was not only bowling, but its bowling-with a twist! As in many ppl dont know how to bowl, so many kinds of styles were added to it, like ppl must spread legs den the bowler must bowl in between, must bowl backwards, etc and we got different "awards" for many kinds of funny things like "Most Terror Bowler", "Blooper bowler", etc! It was so funny. Many videos and photos were taken that time. Plus the food for dinner was yummy! Yummy indian food <3 . reached home at 10 plus but was so tired! Well, at least we had a day of fun! :)

I also heard that on wednesday, my ah ma went for op at NUH. I think its a TVT op, where they inserted a wire mesh to support her bladder, as she had incontinence. Had been praying for her the past few days. Praise God! when i went to see her on thursday morning, she was well! except that her urine bag had haematuria which had to be gone before she can be discharged... The ward nurses are nice, but except i find dat the ward layout is a bit messy. it had B1 plus B2 together and i dont know where's their isolation room which they should have.

Friday after school i went to visit my ah ma again. Praise God! when i went to see her, her urine bag was clear! which meant that she could be discharged today! Praise God! :) Wow! God is Good indeed. <3

Today morning, woke up at 7.30am just to go to TC for the prayer meeting. It was sooo good! and i also found out that now, I, along with the rest of my cell members, are under Ps Roland and Lai Fun's tribe! Its like a really small world, bcos i know a lot of them from that tribe, eg. Samantha, Joel and his cell member, Danny Loke and Seraph, etc. Plus now got my NYP Open cell leader, Adeline plus Matthew inside! woohoo! so now we know a lot of each other! heheh! small world eh! Cant wait to tell Joel about this man..

Ok.. Im tired.. Gotta Go to sleep now... Need to wake up early to got to church and spend time with God. :)

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